the pain is pretty bad
the fear is even worse
and the consequences are dire
11.13.2004
11.08.2004
It was decided at a very young age that an artist I was to be. Clearly, that was the direction to head. Clearly, it was intuited that creating overshadowed consuming.
This so-called dabbling has taken me to many places and on many journeys that I probably never would have embarked, nor expected. Or survived. I’ve been to the bowels of middle spaces.
All the experimenting. The tests. Litmus. Educating. The building of infrastructure. Future gifting. All for what? For self or for humanity?
Through many slogans, logos and campaigns, I return to where it all started. Fate intervening, as usual, generally for the betterment. Will imposed by force or by subconscious processing. But, I have indeed returned to the beginning; full circle.
The mind as the finest art. The heart as the barometer. Souls bartered for returns to glory’s past. Fuck or be fucked. Naked, alone, and afraid.
Belief that whatever you’ve wanted, you could have. All of it. You just have to have the want enough. You just have to transform desire into necessity. Forced, by will of mind and psychological jiu-jitsu.
And, when it hits, it hits hard, man. Blocking taste, rest, and erotic desires. We are the junkies. We are the powerless. We are all so fully empty.
This so-called dabbling has taken me to many places and on many journeys that I probably never would have embarked, nor expected. Or survived. I’ve been to the bowels of middle spaces.
All the experimenting. The tests. Litmus. Educating. The building of infrastructure. Future gifting. All for what? For self or for humanity?
Through many slogans, logos and campaigns, I return to where it all started. Fate intervening, as usual, generally for the betterment. Will imposed by force or by subconscious processing. But, I have indeed returned to the beginning; full circle.
The mind as the finest art. The heart as the barometer. Souls bartered for returns to glory’s past. Fuck or be fucked. Naked, alone, and afraid.
Belief that whatever you’ve wanted, you could have. All of it. You just have to have the want enough. You just have to transform desire into necessity. Forced, by will of mind and psychological jiu-jitsu.
And, when it hits, it hits hard, man. Blocking taste, rest, and erotic desires. We are the junkies. We are the powerless. We are all so fully empty.
11.02.2004
10.30.2004
Okay, wouldn't it suck...
So, we know The Election will be a huge deal and very, very close, right?
But, some of us have the balls to sit around guessing that it won't be as close as polling predicts. We're all convinced that Kerry will really crush; resulting in a humiliating Bush tail-between-the-legs defeat. We: the so-called Liberal Intelligensia.
But, what if?
What if the reverse somehow happens? Bush in a Nixonian, Reaganian LANDSLIDE! A fucking mandate!
Wouldn't it suck?!
Once I got out of the psych ward, I'd have to move to Canada, or France...
So, we know The Election will be a huge deal and very, very close, right?
But, some of us have the balls to sit around guessing that it won't be as close as polling predicts. We're all convinced that Kerry will really crush; resulting in a humiliating Bush tail-between-the-legs defeat. We: the so-called Liberal Intelligensia.
But, what if?
What if the reverse somehow happens? Bush in a Nixonian, Reaganian LANDSLIDE! A fucking mandate!
Wouldn't it suck?!
Once I got out of the psych ward, I'd have to move to Canada, or France...
10.18.2004
Six for six
feel the burn
reel the yearn
letting the addiction of insanity
take the mind and body to places
undesireable yet unavoidable
Time to make contingency plans
because the big brave facade
is starting to crumble
into heaps of fear and remorse
shit yeah I'm really, really scared
If I should survive myself
I would be the luckiest man alive
postponing death for at least another year
so I can really say
looking forward at forty
What do they take us for?
Fools?
drunk and high on the power of chickenshit
feel the burn
reel the yearn
letting the addiction of insanity
take the mind and body to places
undesireable yet unavoidable
Time to make contingency plans
because the big brave facade
is starting to crumble
into heaps of fear and remorse
shit yeah I'm really, really scared
If I should survive myself
I would be the luckiest man alive
postponing death for at least another year
so I can really say
looking forward at forty
What do they take us for?
Fools?
drunk and high on the power of chickenshit
10.16.2004
10.15.2004
Pink-eyed self-abuser
of various nouns - indiscriminant
Nuns and homosexuals
sharing psychic spaces if not similar gods
Straw for hair
hammer-headed sharks
bobble-head upon racks of pointy bones
[and I don't like what you got me hangin' from]
RED power tie
WHITE crisp shirt
& BLUE pinstripe suit
Shit for phone hanging from your ear
you got a fucking hole in your shoe!
no one alerted you
of various nouns - indiscriminant
Nuns and homosexuals
sharing psychic spaces if not similar gods
Straw for hair
hammer-headed sharks
bobble-head upon racks of pointy bones
[and I don't like what you got me hangin' from]
RED power tie
WHITE crisp shirt
& BLUE pinstripe suit
Shit for phone hanging from your ear
you got a fucking hole in your shoe!
no one alerted you
Lying motherfuckers
It's time to shut 'em down
Symptom relief without surgery
Hit 'em hard ('cuz this is hard work)
Play the blues
So Partisan It's actually quite painful
Ideology entrenched into competing camps:
I Am Right & They Are Wrong
A universe divided
Split into halves and "haves"
Take me by the hand
Lead me to places where care
Doesn't exist anymore
To states united intelligently
Effectively and carefully
The achievement of balances
Across many multi-layered dimensions
Harmony the ultimate destination
A journey fraught with misery
Unimaginable pain and suffering
Lying motherfuckers all
It's time to shut 'em down
Symptom relief without surgery
Hit 'em hard ('cuz this is hard work)
Play the blues
So Partisan It's actually quite painful
Ideology entrenched into competing camps:
I Am Right & They Are Wrong
A universe divided
Split into halves and "haves"
Take me by the hand
Lead me to places where care
Doesn't exist anymore
To states united intelligently
Effectively and carefully
The achievement of balances
Across many multi-layered dimensions
Harmony the ultimate destination
A journey fraught with misery
Unimaginable pain and suffering
Lying motherfuckers all
9.23.2004
Cycles.
Binge days have begun, in earnest.
Karl Rove.
Listen, children. And, if you had listened the first time, we wouldn't all be in the situation we're in now.
Listen. Follow. Obey. Serve.
I'm here to take the chill off. To soothe the needy.
Karl Rove, my main man.
Let's feast. Let's binge. Let's pillage.
Karl Rove.
Binge days have begun, in earnest.
Karl Rove.
Listen, children. And, if you had listened the first time, we wouldn't all be in the situation we're in now.
Listen. Follow. Obey. Serve.
I'm here to take the chill off. To soothe the needy.
Karl Rove, my main man.
Let's feast. Let's binge. Let's pillage.
Karl Rove.
9.22.2004
On vinyl, "Voodoo Chile" is the end of a side, and "Little Miss Strange" is the beginning of the next side. This makes sense.
Anyhow, the sequence design was for one to take a break after "Voodoo Chile." Rest, roll another. Pee. Eat. Then settle in for the next leg of the tour.
But, after the massive journey of "Chile," even on CD, "Strange" serves a distinct purpose: juxtaposition. It's the cold splash of water that prevents one from becoming insane. It's a life saver. After you realize that you've set yourself on fire, "Strange" is a handy, helpful hose.
It works, think, "Tom's Three Minute Single."
Anyhow, the sequence design was for one to take a break after "Voodoo Chile." Rest, roll another. Pee. Eat. Then settle in for the next leg of the tour.
But, after the massive journey of "Chile," even on CD, "Strange" serves a distinct purpose: juxtaposition. It's the cold splash of water that prevents one from becoming insane. It's a life saver. After you realize that you've set yourself on fire, "Strange" is a handy, helpful hose.
It works, think, "Tom's Three Minute Single."
9.02.2004
From 09.02.04 Washington Post
Hollywood, Calif.: The Republicans must be euphoric. Their leaders have been impressive, especially McCain, Schwarzenegger and Giuliani. The street demonstrations have just shown that the Democrats are not the kind of people you want to trust with important decisions. This convention looks like the turning point in the election. Are they taunting you yet?
Al Franken: Obviously I disagree. I thought Schwarzenegger made a huge mistake with the girly-man comment. I saw Giuliani disgrace himself by lying about Kerry and by exploiting 9/11 in a way that was shameful. For example talking about seeing a guy jump from the Trade Center and then making up this thing about thanking God George W. Bush is president. I don't think the demonstrators who misbehave were Democrats. And while I respect McCain I thought his comments about Michael Moore were unfortunate considering he had never seen the movie as he admitted later.
As far as taunting: you are going to lose, loser.
Hollywood, Calif.: The Republicans must be euphoric. Their leaders have been impressive, especially McCain, Schwarzenegger and Giuliani. The street demonstrations have just shown that the Democrats are not the kind of people you want to trust with important decisions. This convention looks like the turning point in the election. Are they taunting you yet?
Al Franken: Obviously I disagree. I thought Schwarzenegger made a huge mistake with the girly-man comment. I saw Giuliani disgrace himself by lying about Kerry and by exploiting 9/11 in a way that was shameful. For example talking about seeing a guy jump from the Trade Center and then making up this thing about thanking God George W. Bush is president. I don't think the demonstrators who misbehave were Democrats. And while I respect McCain I thought his comments about Michael Moore were unfortunate considering he had never seen the movie as he admitted later.
As far as taunting: you are going to lose, loser.
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