10.18.2004

Six for six
feel the burn
reel the yearn
letting the addiction of insanity
take the mind and body to places
undesireable yet unavoidable

Time to make contingency plans
because the big brave facade
is starting to crumble
into heaps of fear and remorse
shit yeah I'm really, really scared

If I should survive myself
I would be the luckiest man alive
postponing death for at least another year
so I can really say
looking forward at forty

What do they take us for?
Fools?
drunk and high on the power of chickenshit